2004-12-22 - 10:17 p.m.

It's Christmas Time

Here we are I worked my last day before Christmas and now I trek my way out of town to go visit my dad. This will be the first Christmas without my mom. My Sis-Jo decided to have Xmas Dinner at her place again thus foregoing her in-laws for the third straight year in a row. I think my mom and the rest of us would have understood had she gone and done Christmas with her in-laws. I also understand what she's doing by not. It's just one of those things.

I have very sad news. I don't even know how to go about saying it to you so I'll just say it. The Chick lost the baby. I guess I have to take the stance that it's all for the best because, unfortunately, there's nothing one can do about it. To say I'm sad and disappointed is an understatment. I was looking forward to it and now he/she is gone.

Sam took two weeks to tell me because she thought I was going to be mad at her. There's something logic I couldn't understand. How could I possibly be mad at her for something out of her control?

On a completely different level I'm so entirely busy because of a work situation that I don't know if I'm coming or going. Which means I really haven't had time to process the whole loss and the time of the year and everything. I suppose it's a good thing to be numb.

Hopefully I'm not miscontrued as being insensative ass. There's always a good chance of that.

So I'll be out of town until sometime after Christmas and then insanely busy right up until the end of the year so if I don't update that's why (but you're used to my non-updates, aren't you?).

So, I wish you all a Merry Christmas (if you celebrate something else insert it HERE.) and Have a Safe and Happy New Year's and I hope 2004 was good to you and that 2005 will be even better to you.

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