2002-09-20 - 2:10 a.m.

I Want It All

LOL. So, I was so exhausted this morning that when I woke up I went to lay on the couch to just rest before hitting the shower. Bad mistake, I fell asleep and woke up late for work.

LOL. It's so funny, I get a good shag in and the next day I'm exhausted. God, I really am out of practice in that department.

There wasn't all that exciting. But every day there I notice that Holly is spending time with people other than me and it just drives me nuts. I've never understood why she never gives me a chance. It's just goes to show I want it all. I want to travel down every road. I want to experience everything. I never want to expertise in one thing. All the same time, I don't think that's who I am at all. Which I think frustrates me more.

I'm a teenager running around in 32 year olds body.

I went over to Tina's tonight and helped her out with her computer. Nothing that major just re-installing Windows 98 on her crappy little P133. I'm considering helping her gut and start again with some economical but much better equipment. We'll have to figure out a budget for her. I'll leave her in charge of that and then throw some options at her. That way it'll get done otherwise I am sure I'll procrastinate it into next year.

We visited her neighbour who just got a computer too. She's all excited all about it. She's single and in her early 40's so this is very exciting to her with all the people she can meet. I think that's the way it is with most single people. It all loses it glow after awhile though. I still enjoy meeting people via online. But mostly for group activities. The friendships that develop out of that are usually better than meeting people one-on-one. But that's just my opinion.

My house is a disaster. When will I stop just putting things off?

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