2002-11-26 - 4:43 a.m.

These Days...

It's a soap opera.

I didn't respond to the inital email. Like I said and I had had a phone conversation with her without knowing about said email. Well, tonight I got home. Checked my email at an unusually late hour and low and behold another email.

She explained herself. And strangely it's exactly how I thought. I hadn't spoken to her so she got unsure of things. She felt I'd found something or someone else. Which isn't really true. Since we had a talk about "What we want" She has been the most prevailent thing on my mind. But the whole scenerio is big and scary to me. I mean, could you imagine me getting married? Wow. That's a huge step and massive commitment to someone else. It's enough to drive one bonkers and lead to a completely different commitment, if you get my drift.

Anyway, Maybe life isn't over yet. Maybe it just needs some work. I dunno. I'll just keep moving forward and see where it leads me.

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