2002-11-27 - 6:58 a.m.

This is my Penance

Well, Since there's not a lot of things going on in my life let me continue to update on things going on with me and Veronica.

I phoned HER before I left for work. We had a nice little chat. We also managed to have a very civil arguement (yes, those are possible aren't they?) about the concert we were supposed to be going to in December (Peter Gabriel) and the fact she wants to go alone now. The arguement stemmed from the fact she was going to eat the ticket and I said be damned of that. I am paying for my ticket whether I go or not because that's just the way it goes. The reason I won't go is out of respect for her wishes. She said she'd buy another single ticket for me if I really wanted to go and she'd eat the one beside her. Again, I stood my ground. I *really* would like to go see this concert because I've never seen Gabriel live but at the end of the day it's just a concert. This being said, I said if I go to this concert it will be with her and if not I don't go. It's that simple. We bought the tickets together.

Does this whole scenerio annoy me? Oh yeah. I don't believe her when she says she really wants to go alone. She then went onto say she still not sure about us and that she was considering an ex that lives out of town (the one that she met up when we travelled together out of town.) and that the guy that she talks to even farther away (that never came out to see her) is still there too although not as prevelant as guy #1. Is this a twinge of jealousy? I don't think so. I think it's more being aware of things and not being ridiculiously stupid. Although, I'd never confront her with it unless I had reason to believe otherwise.

Anyway, It was nice chat in general just clearing the air between us and she said she appreciated the call. Which is something I have realized if I am going to rebuild trust with her I am going to have act a bit like I'm on parole and check in the with the Parole Officer (read Veronica) on a regular basis until such a time as I am deemed safe to return to normal society. This is my penance.

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