2004-07-19 - 12:29 a.m.

Filling Space

It's 12:30 AM and there's some young punks outside my building making lots of noise conversing and what not. I think that's a great example of small towns having very little to do in them for teenagers who are allowed to stay out late. Don't get me started on that topic or I'll start spouting on like I already have in My Blog.

I should be in bed. I work early in the morning but I thought I'd best try and throw an update your way being as it's going to be Monday for you all. Which means the mass majority of you are looking for reason not to do any work in your office and reading me saves you from doing that for a moment or two.

I feeling really stupid at work lately. This really isn't the way I normally feel about myself. It's tough. I'm such a perfectionist that I'm usually pretty correct about things. So, in direct corralation I'm devasted whenever an instant comes along that I'm wrong. It's one of those things I'm in huge learning process. I'm trying to cut myself some slack in some areas but at times I feel I cut myself too much slack and that's part of my mistakes. It's a balance I have to acheieve. It's also driving me insane in the meantime. But I don't know the word give up so I'll keep trying until I utterly and completely prove that I'm a useless boob.

I've started leaving myself notes on my computer as to what I'd like to write about in my journal. I do this because I've made the mass majority of work related stories taboo. That leaves my day to day non-work related stories. Those aren't very interesting most of the time so I need to leave myself notes in order to remember those things that strike me as items of interest for my blatherings.

Ok, Enough, I'm just filling space now...

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Someone got here by searching for Minderella Threesome. All I gots to say about that is MMM.. Mmm... Yeah!

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