2002-05-08 - 10:12 p.m.

Wanted: Motivation

Well, I've had a few good days. A little more balance but I need to motivate myself forward. That's where I am at.

Bad Habit number one at the moment has been staying up to ungodly hours. I've been staying up to 5am for probably 3 days in a row. Which translates to sleeping the entire day away and not getting anything done. My house is a big sty and I need to laundry. Something I am sure I could have done at least a little bit of over the past 3 days had I gone to bed a more normal hour.

I was chatting with a couple of local people on of the various chat places around. One of the people invited me to do lunch with them. I thought that would be a cool idea just to meet some new people where I live. I've been here 7 yrs and I've done a very poor job of making any friends with anyone. Thus my social circle is way too small. Anyway, That failed miserably and I was somewhat stood up all though the person called the place to tell me they were too sick to make it. So I ended up eating by my lonesome. The upswing of it was it was a fairly good place to eat. The meal being enjoyable all was not lost.

My last two nights shifts at work were boring but annoying the fact that I probably need to visit my chriopractor. The burning in my neck was incredibly painful. I could barely turn my head or move my shoulder and when your calling bingo those two movements you do a whole lot of. Which just imagine repeating something like 2400 times and you get the idea of how the last part of my shift went.

I really need to work on my resume as well because I need to convince myself that my suspiscions are on the money and the bingo place I work at is probably not going to stay open. Which means I need other employment.

Motivation. I need it.

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