2003-01-14 - 4:10 a.m.

Veronica Who?!

Woo, Amazing what 3 days can do.

Ok, Mentioned Diva. She said she'd call but hasn't.

Met another new woman. Enter Eve. Went to Drinks, Also Went to see a movie together.

Then to top it off I met YET another woman, Samantha. Much younger than me, 10 years actually (still putting her in her 20's) and incredibly attracted to me.

Purely Amazing I must say. At this point I am sure you're thinking I should be saying to myself "Veronica Who?" but I am not. I still very much care about her. We talked a couple days ago and she basically reiterated how she felt. I think she felt I didn't open up to her. I don't know what I am supposed to say or do anymore. She said she felt that I was trying for her because I only wanted to "prove a point" was "guilty, or "wanted to be saved."

I'm completely lost on the Veronica subject. I just feel like I'm banging my head on an cement wall. I haven't told her that I've met anyone new yet. Maybe I should?! The Jury is Out.

I leave you today with a thought I stole from Spacebabe.

"A well-known speaker started off his seminar by Holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, who would like this $20 bill? Hands started going up. He said, I am going to give this to one of you, but First, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple the bill up. He then asked, who still wants it? Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied What if I do this? He dropped it on the ground, and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. Now, who still wants it? Still hands went into the air.

My friends, you all have learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted It, because, it did not decrease in value. It was still worth 20 dollars.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel that we are worthless, but, no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value, dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who love you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do, or whom we know, but by whom we are. You are special, don't ever forget it!

Always count your blessings, not your problems."

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