2002-10-17 - 1:28 p.m.

It's THAT Simple

Talked to Veronica today. While we were killing tons of things playing Diablo 2. Hey, It's what we like to do. She's headed out of town tonight to go visit her ex-boyfriend, she gonna be over there until Saturday late. While we were playing she asked if I'd be willing to pick her up and take her to her car that's loaning to her sis while she's gone. Which isn't a problem at all. I joked about the fact that she's spending two days with her ex. She assured me nothing was gonna be happening and reminded me where she was the night before (my place). Which lead to the whole conversation how it seemed I was pushing her out the door last night. I explained that I was really thinking she had to work and I was just stupid. I think she finds all this stuff kind of cute. I think she thinks I might be tinge jealous of her going to see an ex-bf. I don't consider myself the jealous type. I was trying to tease her.

Now, I do worry that she may end up getting interested in another person but that's life really. I've made my mistakes with Veronica and I've documented that here. So, I just live it day to day but I think I'm gonna have to make a decision here soon.

I'm standing at the edge of the pool and I haven't been able to just walk in slowly ever. So, here's my dilemma/choices/whathaveyou : Either A] Give it all I got an jump into the water and then sink or swim. OR B] Walk away from the pool and stop wanting to swim there.

It's that simple, yet, so scary and difficult.

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