2002-04-20 - 9:34 p.m.

A Nothing Entry

So once again I was a lazy ass today. I did nothing. I watched (slept through a good chunk of) the Ottawa/Philly Game.

Canadian teams are doing quite well in the playoffs so far this year. Ottawa was the last Canadian team to get a win. Not to mention, Toronto and Vancouver are both up 2-0 in their series. Yaaa! Canadian small market teams!

I'm feeling much better mentally today, thank you very much. Although all that's going on around me. Work/relationship/work/work/work are nagging at me. I picked up a few hours at the shop (the company I DJ for) doing some assistant techy stuff. I am not sure at this point whether I am really into taking on that in any form of regular basis. I remember how burned how I felt when I was balancing too much work before. I love the change of pace of doing something that isn't what I do every other day. That's the upswing of that but the downside of not having enough downtime is a major consideration. I'm trying to decide what the heck it is I want to do when I grow up. LOL. That would help lots. So would a lot of things.

I'm blabbing about nothing here really so I am sorry. I just want to, as I've said a million times before, just keep updating this.

So the lowdown is that I'm depressed a bit in general still more just frustration over not feeling like I'm heading in a good direction for me. I feel a bit lost and not motivated.

Stay Tuned...

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