2002-12-15 - 3:11 p.m.

Exposing the King of Never Following Through

Back in November I let my first Year Anniversary on Diaryland slip by without much of a mention. That's most likely because I wasn't doing a much updating through November. So, I guess as 2002 starts winding to a close I should mention I've made it one year. I should be proud of that accomplishment since I am the King of Never Following Through.

You might notice some minor cosmetic changes, then again you might not (lol, *wink*), around here. I've been fiddling with the ideas in the back of my mind for awhile. My Attempt to push my free account on here in the ways that I can. But I guess it just goes to reason that I should, after a year, make this space look a little more lived in. Not that you "have" to come here often but I do so I should make it look nice for me. If you think it looks nice to, well, that's a bonus now ain't it?

I really hadn't planned blabbing about that so much. It was really just a footnote.

Y'know, There's some damn good story tellers around these parts. It sometimes makes me a touch envious. I ramble on like a very bad Stephen King telling you ever little detail while others tell the important details and let the chaff fall by the wayside. Oh well, some of us are meant to be good story tellers and then other of us were just meant to have verbal diarreah.

I think my biggest challenge here is not telling stories but just generally opening myself up. I need to expose some of stuff that's underneath the surface of who I am in order to to move forward. Now I warn you, if I manage to do that, some of things I have to say may shock you. But then again maybe they won't. It's what scares me. Showing my true self. You have to remember I really don't like parts of me. For me to expose those parts of me that I dislike scares the living heck right out of me. Although, I also know the benefits of exposing those things I don't like is my way of being able to chuck them out with the rest of the trash. Something I should have done a long time ago.

Who knew repairing oneself would be such a long and winding road?

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