2004-03-16 - 10:17 a.m.

Capable

I've been basically living by myself once again for a little over a week now. I haven't found it all that strange feeling really. I'd have to say that's probably because I've lived by myself the past 9 years. That is if you don't almost the year I lived in the basement portion of the house my friend was renting where I had to share a kitchen and bathroom. (I'd really like to forget that experience since it really turned me off having roommates.)

When I moved in with The Chick and The Absent Roommate some months ago. I wasn't sure how that was going to go but all of get along amazingly well. We all have habits that drive each other nuts but at the end of the day we've always seemed to be able to put those aside. I think anyone who's had to live in the same space as someone else can vouch for how hard that can be.

This time out on my own is a little differnt. I spend my work week here and then spend my days off at Our place. Which means currently, I'm getting a bit of both worlds. You gotta like that in a way. I can't complain now about having my own space cause I get a ton of it now.

There is one problem though. I'll call it a problem because I've seen the pattern before and you may have read my ramblings about it before. The problem isn't that when I get home at night I head straight to this computer. Now, there's nothing wrong with using a computer as your entertainment but everything in modersation is the key and therein lies the problem. I've been staying up all night almost every night. That's a habit I really don't want to fall back into. It usually ends up burning me out. I always start out with the best intention but the Road to Hell is paved with good intentions. I intend to do things like put entires in this diary but I never seem to get there. I'm too tired to have the power to think but I don't want to go straight to bed either. I end up surfing and before I know it it's getting light outside. Luckily for me a couple nights I never made it past 3:30am my body just gave out on me and I just laid down and passed out.

At least I'm aware that this is a habit I'm capable of falling into which means I'm also capable of avoiding it.

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On a completely different note : A Free Bingo Dabber to Juli-Anne who added me to her favourites.

[If Golfwidow wanders by and thinks this looks awfully familiar to her flowers. She'd be be onto something. Heh.]

For those of you who added me to your favourites long ago and wonder where your Free Bingo Dabber is well it's "in the mail".

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