2002-09-07 - 1:32 a.m.

Oh, Bingoguy, Just GO for it!

Ok. I was getting ready to start the entry on my Weekend (Last Weekend) when I went out of town and attended my best friend's wedding. Then I pre-empted that entry with my last entry about Uncle Bob's confusion regarding other males genitalia. So, I should do that entry now but I am not cause I am gonna pre-empt it once again. Why? Oh, Cause I got Laid.

Not exactly earth shattering news but I'm a single guy. And I haven't had sex since sometime during the summer.

Anyway, I made it through work on Wednesday Night and was home to enjoy my two days without suffering from food poisoning. I got home and I sat down at the computer and was chit chatting with a few of the late night folks. Also online was Tabitha (See "A Kite In A Hurricane" ). We chatted for awhile and she mentioned she was up cause she so often works graveyards and wouldn't mind some company. I mentioned I was about to give up on the concious world when she said "Oh, I was gonna invite you over to watch a movie." since I know I'm very attracted to this woman I decided right then and there that I was awake enough to drive there.

I got there. We picked out a movie "Heartbreakers" out of the various movies they had there. I hadn't seen "Pearl Harbour" but I just didn't feel like sitting through it. So something funny seemed best. We snuggled up on the couch and started watching the movie. The movie ended and nobody moved. I made the first move and sat up and rewounded the movie. Then I came back to leaning on her and we talked for a bit. I don't really remember what we talked about. It went really quiet and I was looking at her. She asked me what I was thinking. So, I just laughed and went in for the kill. I kissed her. (Like I probably should have when I standing with her in the Subway restaurant.)

Soft and supple lips. She's a beautiful woman. We kissed for quite awhile on the couch. It was now getting light out. We stood up and walked over to her balcony window and looked out as the sun was starting to rise. Just holding each other. I was busy getting intoxicated by just breathing her in. It's been too long since a woman I am truely attracted to let me be this close to her.

I hadn't really planned on having sex with her. That wasn't my motive. I just wanted to get closer. Spend time with her. But I was kinda just going with the flow listening to my other friend, Darlene, in my head telling me "Oh, Bingoguy, Just GO for it." So I just let things happen. Nothing Forced. Nothing Pressured. Just letting the unsaid become reality.

I got up in the afternoon and I had forgotten to pay my rent and it was now the 5th of the month so I wanted to get it done before I had an eviction notice hanging on my door. (Those are so annoying but they're a Idiot Tag for the procrastinators of this world.) So, I had to excuse myself. I never ask her what any of it meant that day.

We talked the next day via Instant Messanger and she played the little games that young 21 year olds tend to play. I think she was looking for me to tell her how much I wanted her and how much I needed her and to be mine. But I am not like that. I don't want to force anything that isn't mine to be mine. So, She told me that she wasn't leaving her boyfriend and that I shouldn't wait for her. (God, Remind me to tell you to pull my Renee file and tell you that story, if I haven't already, Karma's a bitch.)

But It's really nice to be that intimate with someone again. Someone I am truely attracted to. On the Downside, I realized how out of shape I was. It wasn't that I couldn't keep up to her. I couldn't keep up to my own damn libido. I need to REALLY take note of that and get my ass out walking and stretching and getting stronger. I've been letting myself just fall apart.

Well, I'm back to work tomorrow so I should get to telling you about Last Weekend this weekend. Since I work through this weekend. I shouldn't have much else to write about.

Seeya Then.

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