2003-07-01 - 11:09 a.m.

Frustrated

Happy 136th Birthday Canada. I just thought I should acknowledge that since I'm a Canadian.

One of the things that's been driving me nuts is the fact that I'm having quite long stretches between updates. I don't want to be one of the journalers that slowly fades away into nothing. Although, I wonder if that's just the way it goes as people's lives change and every good thing must come to an end.

When one doesn't update their journal it becomes almost automatic to think they must actually have a life that is consuming and leaving them too busy to update. That's definitely not my case.

I've been spending most of my time with The Chick. That in and itself is not a bad thing and don't let my negative ramblings fool ya. It's just I am one of those people who suffers from falling into ruts. Ruts. We're creatures of habit us human folk. When you start doing something repeatedly it's very easy to create a rut. In this case my rut is not being at home much. Under The I is private outing into my mind thus I don't update it anywhere but here (home). So, it's not a case of being able to sit at someone else's computer and doing a quick update into my world. This frustrates me so.

I actually enjoy doing this. I am not sure what sick and twisted satisfaction I get from doing this but when I get away from it I crave it. Then I give you hot air ramblings like this. I wish I could translate my sarcastic dry wit into words but it gets lost somewhere between my brain, my fingers and this page. Thus I'm not often that funny.

All this is just the tip of the iceberg though. I feel myself getting frustrated about a lot of things. I'm getting "Spinning Wheel" Syndrome. Of course, it's all my own fault really. I can't manage to organize myself so that things get done. I'm very good at letting myself get distracted or just down right procrastinating myself into next week.

So that's where I am at.

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