2004-08-11 - 1:05 p.m.

Return of The BingoJedi

I'm baaaack, did you miss me?

The fact I've been a pathetic updater for probably a year now has a lot to do with my lack of readership.

Of course, that doesn't include last night when after I left The Chick's place and she read/scanned about 50+ pages of my diary. She was probably searching for something to understand me. The ramification of which I'll just leave to your opinions cause I definitely have mine.

Where have I been? I've been on "vacation". I had a week off work and I wanted to do nothing. Oh, I had high plans to do a fair number of things but I just couldn't motivate myself so in the end I did nothing.

I've now returned home after spending the majority of my time off at The Chick's. I never really left there either.

I find myself in a funk. It's been brought on mostly because I wasn't organized enough in regards to that upcoming wedding I was going to DJ and now I think they've gone with another DJ for their reception. I forgot about a meeting we had planned for a couple weeks back. The bride was concerned I would now forget to show up to their wedding. Which is silly because the meeting we set up was on my normally scheduled days off and the reason I forgot was more because it was just routine for me to drive down to the Chick's and do nothing. Crappy excuse I know but it's true. I called them a week ago to let them know I would be in town for the week as I was on vacation and except for a trip out of town to see my dad, I'd be available anytime they wanted to get together. I haven't heard from them at all. If they have gone with someone else, that's fine with me. I was only planning on doing this because it was like a favour. It's bothering me because I feel like I failed them. In the meantime, it's killed my motivation.

On the upside I rented a few DVD's over the past few days. So I've caught up a little bit on my movie watching.

I didn't go and see my dad either. I just couldn't bring myself to travel out of town even farther. Maybe I'll go over on my days off this coming week or maybe I'll go on the day that I booked off for that wedding that will now probably be a free day.

We shall see...

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