2006-08-22 - 3:43 p.m.

Maybe There's Hope

Well, It would seem I have been off the prescribed amount of days (Seven if you're really wondering) before I finally decide that I am rested enough to start doing something around the house. I managed to move stuff around in the other room and make look presentable. Now I need to work on my own room but that's just not a project I'm ready to tackle today. Maybe tomorrow.

I had to stop this entry because I couldn't hear myself think. My roomie got motivated to clean the upstairs when I started to write this entry. He turned on the music full blast (The likes of Tool etc...) and I just couldn't say anything so I ended the entry. Went and took a shower and left early for my date.

Ya, I said date. I went to dinner with someone I've been chatting with the last few days. She said she was 5'9" and I'm supposedly 5'11" but she felt taller than me. Perhaps my slouching is hitting a new low. The conversation was good and I was disappointed with my steak. She said she was suffering from a bit of a migraine and I appreciated the fact she didn't cancel but she could have. Anyway, the long and the short of it was I liked her but I got the feeling she wasn't interested. I feel doomed to be single.

I have a female friend who's been taking full advantage of me being a nice guy. I've been paying for waaay too much when we go out. I need to fix this. The icing went on the cake yesterday when she claimed to me that "[I] want [her] and that's ok as long as we never have to talk about it." I paused for a moment and said "I have to decide if I want to hit this with a dose of reality or not." after some more contemplation I said "Best to let a sleeping dog lie."

That's because I don't want her. Her actions on the dating front have appalled me. I know this because she tells me everything because she's not interested in me that way. Unfortunately, She believes herself to be irresistable. Why shatter her fantasies. Sometimes you keep your trap shut because the friendship means more to you than not having that friendship. Had I spoken my mind, I doubt the friendship would be in very good shape right now.

I hope tonight's date also keeps in touch I could see myself being friends with her too.

I came home and The Chick was being a bitch to me. I have no idea what her problem is. I was trying to help someone with a computer problem so I needed to log in on an XP machine. She has NEVER stopped me from using her machine before. Thus why I have the password to log in. She blew a gasket tonight. So, all is fair in love and war so I went downstairs and promptly encrypted the wireless connection since I pay the internet/cable bill. I may even dump cable TV since I don't watch it.

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