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2005-11-08 - 6:20 a.m.

Someday This Will Have a Title

Somedays, you just realize you have to ask yourself "How long have I been broken?"

I know, to some, this may seem like a strange question to ask yourself but really it's not. At least not in my case.

I'm broken.

I have been for quite sometime. How I hold it together on a daily, weekly, monthly, yearly basis I really haven't got a clue. If you were to look closely, well not really all that closely, you'd be able to see it. It's pretty obvious in my day to day functioning.

I'm not depressed. I'm just broken. I sense the pieces inside. It's a pretty odd feeling when you notice it. Most days I don't look and that way I don't feel it. Although it's always there.

I'm not sure how to fix. I'm not sure I want to fix it. I'm not sure if it's fixable. I just know it's how I feel.

My Supergold membership ran out just before my birthday so my comments are dead. Who knows maybe that's a good thing. Maybe I'll start writing again. I really need to write.

I'll be seeing you.

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