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2005-06-30 - 5:59 a.m. Life is a Highway Yesterday I had to go out of town for a Training Seminar on some Techo-Industry-Stuff-Gadgets. Really Boring Shit, I tell you, but that's not the point of the story. It was nice to get in my car and drive. I had to do about an hour and a half of highway driving. Y'know what I reminded myself? I really love to drive a car on the highway. There's something about sitting behind the wheel. Shifting Gears, Speeding (Oh Lordy, My Foot is Heavy), and cranking up the tunes. I'm that weird guy that is passing you doing well over the speed limit with both hands on the wheel and singing to himself in his own world. Isn't that funny how we get into our cars and forgot the rest of the world can see in your windows. Thus being able to see you being a freak as you belt out your favourite song? Ok, Maybe it's just me that does that. As I was getting ready to hit the road I decided that I needed to grab a few CD's from my collection to take with me. I sifted through my collection of old CD's and picked out a couple One of Dis c 3 (I believe) of my James Brown Box Collection and Marilyn Manson's "Mechanical Animals". I have something to admit. I bought Manson's CD back in da day when I was a mobile DJ/Strip Club DJ. I never really listened to it in it's entirity. Hang on Let Me Get it... Wait here... Ok... Anyway, It was probably the best hour and half in a day I've had in quite some time. Just me by myself doing something I really enjoy doing. I have to say I needed it. Needed it pretty badly actually. I've overly stressed at work to the point where I wonder if I am fully capable of doing what it is I am doing. I don't have any answer. I don't have anyone to lean on. I have good days where I feel I'm treading water. I have bad days where it all feels like it's collapsing around me and I'm just a useless person. I definitely wasn't encouraged while at my training thing. I got the distinct feeling that I wasn't regarded very highly as a fellow colleague. Thank God for my self-depricating humour and my facade that I don't "hear" what they are actually saying. I might not be as experienced as some of them but I'm most definitely and have never been stupid. I'm sometimes frighteningly too smart for my own good. It's good times, good times. I visited with The Chick for about an hour. We had a nap. Woo, There's some excitement. Since she lives near where I was going. I drove back trying to keep myself awake. That makes driving a chore but it was still mildly enjoyable. Now, It's back to work.
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